Speir Family Fun

December Already?

2011-12-05T13:39:00.000-08:00

Hailee and Alisa at their birthday party.

Fairy Mia!

Hailee as a Gonzaga cheerleader.

Hailee, Mia and baby Hannah!

Mia looses her first tooth. Hailee actually pulled it out. She was more than happy to help!

Christmas photo shoot with our amazing photographer friend, Mike.

I can't believe I haven't blogged since the first week of school. That definitely is a sign of how my life has felt the last few months. So here is a little catch up as to what the young ladies and their mom has been up to for since September.

September:
This month is always a little crazy with the start of school, back to school nights, open houses and soccer for us all. Then this year to change it up a bit I decided to be the coach for both of the girls' soccer teams. If I didn't have enough to do! We spent three nights a week and all day Saturday on the soccer field. It was a little time consuming but I loved every minute (well almost every minute, minus super competitive parents and other coaches). The girls on each of the teams are great! I love that I am able to be such an influence on my daughter's and their friends. It really is a wonderful blessing! Makes all the chaos worth it!

October:
The soccer madness continued through the end of the month. What time wasn't spent on a soccer field was spent working on my house either inside or out. Being a home owner in Spokane is a lot different than one in Oregon that's for sure. I had to "winterize" the house, turn of sprinklers, seal up cracks so spiders and cold air couldn't get in, have trees removed so the winter snows don't make them fall into the house and rake, rake and rake! Thank goodness I have help from the girl and my friend, Scott. Without them I don't know what I would have done!

November:
November kicks off with Hailee's birthday. This year she decided to have a joint party with her friend, Alisa. Their birthdays are only a week a part and they have all the same friends. It was a fun party and it was nice to split the planning and expenses with another mom. I still can't get over that my baby is 9. She is growing up so fast and turning into a lovely young lady! As joyous as the month begins it also is a bit somber for me as well. On the 20th we marked the 2 year anniversary of saying goodbye to my mom. I miss her so much and that date just reminds me of all the time I don't get to have with her. We did mark her anniversary with what I would like to keep as an annual tradition. My dad, the girls and I visited Hospice House, where mom spent her final days, and donated stuffed animals. When I brought the girls there to visit my mom they were greeted with stuffed animals which made a scary, sad situation a little more bearable. Last year the girls thought they should donate other stuffed animals to help other boys and girls. It's just a nice way to honor my mom's memory and give back to others at the same time. On a different note, I was able to attend parent/teacher conferences for both of the girls this month. They are both such wonderful students and are thriving academically. I'm most proud of what wonderful friends and positive role models they are!

This leads up to now. Hailee is starting basketball this week, which will be a new challenge for her. No coaching this time for me instead I will enjoy the games from the sideline! We (more so the girls) are eagerly awaiting snow so we can go sledding and preparing for Christmas. Hopefully, in the new year I can keep up with my blogging a little better!

First Day!

2011-09-08T16:14:00.000-07:00

I still can't get over the fact that I have a third grader and a Kindergartner. Where does the time go? I'm looking forward to see how much the girls learn and develop this year! They both are so eager to learn and excited to be at school. I'm such a proud mommy! I love how their first day picture shows how much they look alike now that Hailee cut her hair. I think I even see more of mom in their faces everyday!

Five!

2011-08-08T10:16:00.000-07:00

Birthday Princess!

Mia Lynn holding Hannah Lynn!

I can't believe my youngest baby is five! She is growing into a wonderful young lady. She is a little spit-fire, full of energy, humor and love! I can't believe that she will be in Kindergarten in a month. Where does the time go? It seems just like yesterday I was bringing her home from the hospital! She was blessed with wonderful birthday celebration this year attended by her wonderful friends and family. The best gift of all came from the birth of her new baby cousin. All along she has been saying that she would share her birthday with Hannah. Little did we know that would actually happen. I find it quite fitting, they are my mom's name sakes and now they are exactly five years apart. Someone told Mia how Hannah was a wonderful birthday present for her and her response was, "Yes, but I don't get to bring her home and that makes me really sad." She is excited to be a "big sister" to Hannah and teach her all the things that Hailee has taught her.

Locks of Love

2011-06-20T17:39:00.000-07:00

Hailee's Before Picture!

Terri cuts one of the ponies off.

We put her hair on the table after it was cut and the ends curled into a perfect little heart! So beautiful!

Hailee admires her new look in the mirror.

Hailee proudly displays her two ponies of hair.

What is the significance of hair? Most of us take it for granted not giving it a second thought. However, when you are faced with an illness that causes your hair to fall out it can mean so much! Some embrace their new found baldness but others feel more comfortable wearing a wig. In fact my mom had several, each with their own distinct look. Wigs have come so far over the years. They have never looked so natural and real. Several months ago Hailee came to me and said that she wanted to cut her hair for Locks of Love. She said that she wanted to do it for her Mimi and that maybe some little girl would be able to have wig made from her hair. I'm so proud of her kind and tender heart! We decided that she would get her hair cut today for the beginning of summer. She was so excited to do it! She is so beautiful with her new "do" and looks so grown up.

In A Blink!

2011-01-09T14:06:00.000-08:00

Mia at 4 weeks old.

Mia at 4 years old.

Is it just me or does time seem to go by so fast? Maybe it's the hectic life I live of driving kids to school, teaching, picking up from school, dance, soccer, friends, family and fun. It seems like Mia has grown up in a blink of my eye! It just seems like yesterday I was caring her around to all of Hailee's school and extra-curricular events to watch as a bystander. Now my little girl has become quite a big girl and active participant herself! At of age of 4 1/2 I am in awe of how she can say the funniest things, knows what she wants and when she wants it, how much she loves to learn, how thoughtful she can be and how creative she is. I am amazed with all she has learned and enjoyed participating in so far this school year! She loves playing soccer, dancing ballet, anything to do with math, learning to read and write, creating wonderful works of art and making new friends. I'm so proud of her! Here are some funny things she has said the week that keeps to cracking up:

After hearing mention of a restaurant named Mama Mia's she says, "I think the only people that can go there are mama's and little girls names Mia!"

"Mom, I think I'm going to ask Santa for a Rapunzel spray bottle for Christmas next year. That way my hair can be long like hers."

"See that tooth, that's my super tooth! When I loose it the tooth fairy will have to give me extra money because it has super powers."

Gingerbread Houses

2010-12-22T16:51:00.000-08:00

Mia gets some help from Aunt Peggy with her house.

Hailee did her whole house all by herself. She had a vision in her mind and had to make sure it was just right.

Mia wanted to be decorated like Rudolph.

Hailee wasn't as excited to be Rudolph as her sister. She especially didn't want her picture taken with her red nose. I don't know when she decided to be concerned about her picture being taken but I'm not so sure I'm ready for it!

Terri and Amy show Hailee how to have fun!

We all join in on the fun.

Taa-daa!

Hailee was proud of her finished house!

One on my favorite holiday traditions is decorating Gingerbread Houses. I have fond memories doing this with my grandma, my mom and now my girls. In years past I have bought one of those kits and assembled it then let the girls have a go at decorating with me hovering over their shoulder. This year I decided to have a different approach with graham crackers, royal icing and lots of beautiful candy. The girls helped me assemble the houses then I let use their own creative abilities to decorate their own houses. It was so much fun to see their own interpretation of home decorating. Hailee had a color scheme where Mia had a bit more linear in her approach. That really sums up their approach to most things, Hailee is all about matching and coordinating and Mia is more concerned about patterns and structure. I love how their personalities are so different! We had a wonderful morning with our family and I look forward to many more years of continuing this family tradition.

Thankful!

2010-11-25T09:02:00.000-08:00

I'm thankful for...

*My beautiful, healthy girls that keep me laughing and smiling!

*My family for their constant and continual love and support!

*My friends near and far who lift me up and always know exactly what to say!

*My faith in God!
"For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all you heart. I will be found by you declares the Lord." - Jeremiah 29:14

*Hope!

*My job which I enjoy going to each and every day!

*Wonderful teachers who give my children love and knowledge that will last a lifetime!

*Funny things my kids say!
"I can't wait for CHICKEN DAY!" (Mia, 4)
"It's so hard being a big sister, she just always needs me!" (Hailee, 8)

*A safe vehicle to get through all the snow!

*Angels watching from above!

In loving memory...

2010-11-19T22:54:00.000-08:00

Robin Lynn Lovejoy
December 16, 1955-November 20, 2009

A year ago today I said goodbye to my mom for the last time. I miss her more and more each day! I really can't believe she isn't here anymore. I wish she could have seen all the accomplishments the girls have made this year and how they are growing into beautiful, caring young ladies. She would have been so proud of them like she always was! I wish she could have been here to hold me and tell me everything would be okay. I do feel comfort in knowing that we have an amazing angel looking after us and that I will see her again some day. I hope she is proud of me and knows that I loved so much!

Eight!

2010-11-13T16:17:00.000-08:00

Eight years ago I was blessed meeting my baby girl for the very first time. From the time our eyes met I knew my life would never be the same. Her eyes have always been the window into her soul. She has always been so inquisitive, intuitive and observant. You can't get much past her! She can read what I'm thinking and feeling by just a quick glance. I love that about her and it reminds me so much of my mom. Those little eyes have experienced so much this year! Probably more than most adults could handle but she has walked through each experience with grace and courage. I'm so proud of the young lady Hailee is becoming. I have been honored to be called her "mommy"! This is something she wrote on the first day of school and I think it sums her up in a nut shell.

"Hailee"

Honorable
Artistic
Intelligent
Laughter
Excellent
Enjoyable

Being born near Halloween I knew the day would come that she would want a costume birthday party and this was the year. She loves anything with a peace sign on it so of course she wanted to dress up as a "Peace Out Girl". All the girls that came looked so cute in their costumes! We made caramel apples, decorated headbands, had mummy races and ate edible eyeballs, monster fingers and mummy hot dogs. We topped her birthday off with getting her ears pierced. She was a little nervous and scared but when it was all finished she couldn't stop smiling! It was a good birthday enjoyed by us all!

Peace Out!

The girls at the party. (Where's the birthday girl?)

Mummy Races!

The birthday could not be complete without a peace sign birthday cake!

A few tears were shed but she loves her new earrings!

Catch Up!

2010-11-07T18:22:00.000-08:00

Labor Day in CDA

I don't know who is having more fun?

I can't wait until we can go to beach again!

Such a ham! Mia's first day of Pre-Kindergarten.

Hailee's first day of 2nd grade. She is having a great year. We have been blessed to have an amazing teacher, Mr. Elmore. She is striving academically, is a wonderful friend and has become an amazing soccer player. She is really coming into her own!

The future Mia Hamm! Mia's first day of soccer. (Seems I was so busy cheering her sister on at games that I forgot to take pictures).

Hay ride at Harvest House at Greebluff.

My cousin Amy joined us for the day.

You can't go to the Harvest House without have a pumpkin doughnut or two. Yummy!

Amy helps the girls carve their pumpkins.

Tick-or-Treating with their friend Koryn.

So it's now past Hailee's birthday(pictures to come) and I realized that I haven't posted since Mia's birthday three months ago. I guess life has been a little busy around here and I have neglected to keep up with the blog. After looking at the pictures I think I haven't been much better with taking pictures. Anyway, we are doing well and here is just a little bit of what we have been up to since August.

It's Fun To Be 4!!!

2010-08-02T12:44:00.000-07:00

Mia finds a ladybug.

Bathing Beauties!

Mia's "Fancy" Cake

I can't believe 4 years have passed since my baby girl entered the world. She has filled our days with laughter, silliness, cuddles and kisses. Mia is very determined, smart and vivacious! Her bright blue eyes and smile melt my heart every time I look at her. She reminds me so much of my mom! I love her to pieces!

We celebrated her birthday with a few friends and family at a local splash park. The kids had so much fun splashing through the water! Mia wanted a "Fancy" cake, so I tried my best to please her :) It was a great day of fun!

Summer Fun

2010-07-15T12:58:00.001-07:00

Hailee's looking rather grown up on the horse. She was so excited because she can now reach the rings!!!!

Mia has fun going down the Red Wagon slide in Riverfront Park.

Riverfront Park

So cute! I can't believe she is almost 4!

The perfect strawberry!

Mia found one too!

Hailee was a great picker and was ready to make jam!

Mia's strawberry face showed she ate more than she picked!!!

Off to the raspberries.

We had to wait awhile for the berries to be ready here but they were definitely worth the wait! We make tons of jam that will last the year through!

Thought I would post some shots of some of summer fun! There will be lots more to come. . .

Dancer Girls

2010-07-02T22:26:00.000-07:00

The girls pose before their recital.

After the long recital day.

She is growing up so fast!

Sisterly love!

Hailee's ready to go on the field to dance.

Unfortunately I didn't have great seat and was so far up but Hailee is down there on the orange Toyota marker. Maybe next time I'll spring for better seats!

Both of the girls love to dance and have been taking dance class this last year. They performed in their recital a few weeks ago and it really warms my heart to see them both enjoying themselves so much. Mia was in a Tap/Movement class and had so much fun! She did such an awesome job at the recital! I catch her doing her favorite move the "boogie woogie" all the time around the house. Hailee was in a jazz class and has really come a far way since her beginning dance days in Oregon. This week she had an opportunity to go to the Spokane Shock Dance camp and then perform at half time of the football game. She has so much fun and was in tears when camp ended. There was not a nervous bone in her body, just pure excitement and joy. It doesn't phase her at all to be in front of thousands of people. She is braver than I ever was! I'm proud of my girls' desire to try new adventure and all their hard work! I'm a very proud mama!

35

2010-06-02T20:38:00.000-07:00

Today I turn the big "3-5". What a year 34 proved to be! I'm looking forward to this coming year because I think I'm due for some good times rather than the crappy ones I have had. Don't get me wrong, I feel very blessed to have my health (for the most part), my amazing girls, family and friends that will do anything for me and a job that I am having fun going to everyday. There are just some things that I didn't think I would have to face at 35. For one, I never thought I wouldn't have my mom with me. I feel like there is so much for me to learn and experience in my life and I never imagined that I would have to do it without her. Although I know she is with me everyday I miss calling her and getting her advise. Never would I have dreamed that I would be starting over at this age. But I guess it's time for me to step out of my comfort zone and live my life. I feel that I have let most of this last year go by without taking much time for myself. So I'm making it my birthday wish to do things for myself that will not only benefit me but also my girls in the long run because let's face they are who I live for. Here are my goals for my 35th year:

1. Go back to school to begin my master's degree.
2. Get more active.
3. Make life style changes that will allow me to become more healthy.
4. Take care of my varicose veins which are becoming a health risk.
5. Don't live in the past but look forward to the future.
6. Honor my mom by making the most of myself.

Here's to another year!

Lessons From Mom

2010-05-09T19:53:00.000-07:00

This Mother's Day I have been reflecting on the lessons my mom taught me over the years. It's like I hear my mom whispering in m ear anytime I am faced with a situation she spoke about. I'm sure I don't follow them all but I will strive to do a better job. Just like most things in life we have to try things our own way first and when that doesn't work we rely on what mom told us because "Mom's are always right!" I hope I listened enough to what she told me so I can pass the lessons along to my girls!

Lessons From Mom

1. Love your family with all your heart and soul.
2. When you want something bad enough you need to work hard to get it and you will appreciate it more.
3. Don't sweat the small stuff, it all will be okay in the end.
4. You are never given more than you can handle.
5. Always take the higher road!
6. RESPECT everyone!
7. Let those you care about know you appreciate them.
8. Always send a thank you note.
9. Pick your battles!
10. Accessories are the key to every outfit :)
11. Take care of yourself so you are able to take care of your family.
12. Be a person of honor and integrity and don't forget to SMILE!
13. Make your home warm and welcoming so your children will always want to come back home.
14. Forgive others, even though it may be difficult and take time.
15. Your work is a reflection of who you are so no matter what you do give it you all.
16. Education is a must!
17. Count your blessings.
18. "Rib and Rigatoni" recipe. Yum!
19. I am worthy and deserve the best.
20. Most important of all, always say, "I love you!" to those you love.

My mom taught me well and I miss her so much! Mother's Day is so difficult without her but by following her lessons she will live on forever!

Happy Mother's Day mom, I love you so much!

Letter To Mimi

2010-04-04T16:11:00.000-07:00

Hailee's letter to Mimi. "Roses are Red, Flowers are Blue, Candy is sweet and so are you. I love you Mimi and always will". (That's a picture of Hailee and Mimi holding hands.)

Hailee and Mia preparing to release the balloons.

Up, up and away.

The little white dot above the house are the balloons.

The last few months have been difficult on everyone in our family. Hailee was very close to my mom and her passing has been especially hard on her. I felt it was important for Hailee to have someone to talk to so I asked her school counselor with speak to her. She meets with Hailee every other week or so. After one of the visits Hailee told me about a book the counselor read to her about a little girl who lost her grandmother and was sad. In the book one of the characters suggested the little girl write a letter, attach it to a balloon and send it to heaven to her grandmother which made the little girl feel better. Hailee came home after reading this story and wondered if she could do that as well. So she wrote the letter, we attached it to balloons and released them. Today was the perfect day to do this. After all Mimi is in heaven spending her eternal life with Jesus and today is Easter, the day we celebrate His rising. I felt my mom with us all day today. When we got into the car to go release the balloons the first song on the radio was, Alan Jackson's "Remember When", the same song that played at her service. The song brings back a whole lot of emotions but I every time I hear it makes me feel that my mom is talking to me, letting me know that she is here. I asked Hailee how she feels now that she sent her letter to Mimi and she said, "I'm happy now mom, I know Mimi is reading my letter and she will always know I love her." Such a sweet girl!!!!

Water Park Fun

2010-03-21T22:05:00.000-07:00

My best friend, Stacy, and I decided to have a little fun with the girls. She had a coupon to this place called, "Triple Play" in Coeur d'Alene which is basically an indoor water park. We have never been there and didn't know much about it so we looked into what it was all about. Come to find out there is a hotel attached and that they are running really good specials right now. So Stacy, Hailee, Mia and Koryn (Stacy's daughter) and myself loaded into the car on Friday afternoon and headed east. The girls had no idea where we were going and were so excited when we arrived and saw the huge water slides. It's not a very big water park but a good time was had by us all. We swam, went down the water slides and had a great big sleepover. Everyone had a lot of fun and needed good naps when we returned. Too bad I forgot my camera!

Just a Thought

2010-02-15T20:14:00.000-08:00

I'm the type of person who thrives off of routine and for the most part planning that routine. Up until about 18 months ago my little structured life was running just as I planned and I really enjoyed it. I like predictability, knowing what to expect and most of all control. Events that have occurred during the last 18 months have altered my since of routine and structure that I once felt so secure with. For the most part I think I have dealt with this catastrophic shake up relatively with ease. I have tried to take things on a day to day basis knowing that God will only give me what I can handle. However, at times I just want to shout, "I CAN"T HANDLE ANYMORE!" I think I feel that way mainly because I don't feel like I have that sense of structure and control that makes me feel so secure. I have come to the conclusion that I need to stop relying on others for my sense of security and that I am responsible for it. It's time to start thinking about what I want and how to achieve it. Even though I don't know what's going to happen in the future I do feel comforted in knowing that I have two wonderful daughters who look up to me and will follow my lead. It's up to me to show them that it's okay when things don't go just as we have planned and how to learn and grow from that change.

Little Things

2010-01-04T21:57:00.000-08:00

My friend Sarah added a signature to her blog and I thought I would give it a try. It's the little things that make me happy! Thanks Sarah!

2009

2009-12-31T16:27:00.000-08:00

What can I say about 2009? It has definitely been a year that I won't ever forget! It certainly has been a year of loss, grief and sadness on many levels but I was also presented with opportunities this year that were wonderful. I made the decision to move back home which provided me so much time with my mom that I am eternally grateful for! I have seen my relationship with my extended family grow. I feel very blessed to have an uncle, aunt and cousins that care so much about me and my girls! We now are able to share events and experiences that we never had in the past and that means so much to me. I feel I have grown a lot this year. I have found strength that I never knew I had. I must have learned that from my mom because she was one of the strongest women I have ever known. The changing of the calendar won't take away the pain or the sadness that I am feeling but I am encouraged by the future that it will bring. I am excited to see what is in store for me and my girls! 2010 won't be an easy year but with my friends and family standing by me I will be able to make it!

Hard Times!

2009-12-08T14:15:00.000-08:00

The last few weeks have been so difficult! I am so grateful that I was able to spend the last 10 months of my mom's life with her and I will treasure every minute of that! Words can't begin to explain how much I miss her, especially on days like today. Mia had surgery on her eye and I know her guardian angel was watching over her. Maybe it's a little selfish of me but I just wanted my mom there holding my hand letting me know it's was going to be okay. Mia is doing okay but I just want to call my mom to make sure that I'm doing everything right. Mom just knew what to say to me to ease my nerves and to encourage me.

Fall Photos

2009-11-07T15:40:00.000-08:00

A couple of weeks ago my friend Mike took some pictures of my family. It was real important to us to get family photos with my mom. I love how they turned out! Mike did such an amazing job capturing my mom's beautiful eyes. I will treasure these forever! The fall colors look amazing! There are so many good ones I don't which ones to choose. I wonder who my girls look like or myself for that matter?

Seven

2009-11-02T16:07:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Sweet Girl!!!
My beautiful baby girl turned seven today. Where has time gone? I have been truly blessed to be her mom! She is such as smart, kind, loving and wonderful little girl. It seems like yesterday we were bringing her home from the hospital. This has been a difficult year for us on many levels but she has been amazing! She thrives at school, she is friend with everyone, she is the world's best big sister and most of all she is a terrific daughter! I love her so much!!!

Snowflake and Kitty Cat

2009-11-02T15:54:00.001-08:00

Hailee and Mia outside my parent's house before the big trick or treat adventure.
Hailee and some school friends at the school Halloween Party.

In August, Hailee came to me and said, "Mom, I would like to be a snowflake for Halloween". Um, okay. So began my search of how to make my daughter to become a snowflake. I took a dance costume she used a couple of years ago and sewed some fuzzy, white trim to the bottom of it. Then knowing how cold Halloween can be in Spokane I decided to add warmth to it by throwing on her Cinderella cape. I glued a snowflake over the top of Cinderella's head to make it snowflake worthy. We added a homemade snowflake wand and an ice crystal crown. There you go, a snowflake or snow princess. Mia on the other hand was easy, Kitty Cat costume from Old Navy. Piece of cake! It was another fun year of trick or treating.

Wedding!

2009-10-04T18:39:00.001-07:00

The beautiful bride!
The girls sing Taylor Swift to all the guests.

Who needs to hire entertainment when there are eager girls who love to be the center of attention.

The ladybug purse completes the look!

This is the only picture that I got of the couple.

My best friend, Stacy, got married Saturday to a wonderful man, Mike. Despite a lot of rain before and colder than normal temperatures they day turned out beautiful! Mike's parents have a wonderful home on a lake and the ceremony took place on the dock with all the guests looking on from the beach. Stacy looked beautiful as did her daughter Koryn. I had the privilege to make their wedding cake which was a little challenging but I was pleased with the results. All in all, the day was wonderful and I wish the new family all the best!

To Preschool We Go

2009-09-17T22:05:00.001-07:00

First Day of School!
I love how her backpack is almost as big as her.

Using a "magnet glass".

At circle with all her new friends!

Mia started preschool this week and she was so excited! Especially since she could take her new backpack! Parents attended the first day to help with the adjustment. I think Mia could care less that I was there. She had so much fun exploring and meeting new friends. I love how she is so confident and jumps right in! She is a lot like her sister that way. I hope this is a trait that will stay with both of them for a very long time!

Horse Play

2009-09-17T21:48:00.000-07:00

Hailee always finds a reason to strike a pose.
Mia's idea of posing :)

Maybe I should invest in some proper boots for horse riding.

All we had were rain boots.

Hailee is tired of being lead around.

She is ready to take off on her own!

I took the girls out to my Aunt and Uncle's house this last weekend to see their horse, Spinner. Hailee has always loved horses! She loves riding them, feeding them and brushing them. I have even found her having on hot summer afternoons, sitting by herself having conversations with Spinner. She is so sweet! Mia on the other hand has been terrified of horses. Last summer she wouldn't walk past a window in the house if she could see the horse let alone go near it. That all came to a screeching halt last weekend. Mia decided that she loves Spinner too. She helped brush him, help lead him and rode him. She looked so small up on that big horse but she loved every minute of it! I don't know but there might be horse lessons in our future. When we were driving away Hailee said, "Mom, when I grow up I want to live by Aunt Peggy so I can have a horse too." I love that girl!

Fall Soccer

2009-09-17T21:39:00.000-07:00

Nothing feels more like fall then being on the soccer field on Saturday mornings. After my many years of playing it's now my turn to cheer on my own little soccer star. Hailee's first game of the season was last Saturday. She is doing so great! She scored two goals and assisted her fellow, "Red Roses" teammates on a few more. We lucked out that the day was sunny and warm which I'm sure won't be the case for all the games. The pictures didn't turn out so great this time because we were looking directly into the sun, I'll try next game for more.

1st Grade Already!

2009-09-09T22:06:00.000-07:00

It can't believe my little girl is a 1st grader! She had a great first day! I'm so excited where this year will take my wonderful daughter. I am looking forward to all the books she will read to me (and her sister), all the fantastic stories she will write, the creative crafts she will bring home and most of all seeing her love of learning grow day by day. Oh what a year we will have!

Mia's Photo Shoot

2009-08-15T14:21:00.000-07:00

My good friend, Mike, took these amazing photos of Mia. They turned out so cute! I can't believe she is getting so grown up. He's going to do family pictures this fall and I am so excited to see how his talent will be displayed!

Mia's Birthday Parties

2009-08-14T22:41:00.000-07:00

Mia's Unicorn

Hipity-Hop Fun!!!

Riding her new scooter.

Mia and her friends.

Don't you just love that face!

Mia models her new backpack that Mimi got her.

(Sorry the pictures are a bit random!)

Now that we are in Spokane we have the opportunity to celebrate birthday's and other occasions with my family. My family has been so important in my life and it means so much that my girls are able to have these experiences as well. So this year we had two birthday parties for Mia, a family party and a kid party. Twice the parties, twice the fun!

The family party was at my cousin Terri and her husband Pat's house. Mia and Pat share a birthday so we were celebrating him as well. We had a nice BBQ, the girls swam in the pool and enjoyed the first of two unicorn cakes that I made for Mia. She has been talking about having a unicorn party for about 6 months now. I didn't even know she knew what a unicorn was until she announced that was what she wanted for her birthday. Trying to find birthday items that have unicorns proved to be a bit more challenging than I anticipated. But being a mother who doesn't want to disappoint my 3 year old, I made it work and she loved it!

The second party was at, Jump N-Party, which is full of inflatable jump houses and slides. There was about 10 kids and they all had a blast! Mia jumped, ran and slid down the slides for an hour straight. So much fun! All in all, turning three turned out to be a lot of fun for Mia. She has been blessed with spending so much time with a lot of wonderful family and friends. We look forward to many more birthday's to celebrate!

Camp Dart-Lo

2009-08-01T23:29:00.001-07:00

Last Day of Camp

First Day of Camp

Hailee spent the last week attending Camp Dart-Lo. This was her first experience at camp and she had so much fun! She spent the week hiking, swimming, acting, doing crafts, singing songs, learning about nature and making new friends. I was a little worried because of the warm weather but she was a trooper and pulled through like a champion! She already has asked if she can go to camp for 2 weeks next summer. I'm sure she will be going to overnight camp before I know it. I'm so glad this was such a positive experience, one of which will remain with her for a very long time!

Birthday Letter to Mia

2009-08-01T23:10:00.000-07:00

Wow, where has time gone? You entered the world three years ago today and changed my life forever. Hailee's birth was special because she made me a mommy, your birth was special because you not only did you double my love in my heart but you made Hailee a sister. I see your relationship with Hailee grow every day. You two are so lucky to have one another! Since the day you entered our lives you have brought us so much joy! You have such a wonderful spirit and a kind heart. You make us laugh everyday with the funny jokes you tell and the quirky songs you sing. You have always kept me on my toes and I'm sure that will not stop anytime soon! I am so excited to see what life has in store for you! You are my sweet little girl and mommy loves you so very much!!!

4th of July

2009-07-11T22:59:00.001-07:00

Mia and her friends having a little lunch.

I know it's blurry but I love Mia's face.

Nothing sweeter then my girls together!

A little rest after fun in the sun!

The view from our beach.

My little beach babe.

Hailee and Abby

My aunt, uncle, cousins and their families were so gracious to include the girls and myself this year on their annual 4th of July trip to Priest Lake, Idaho. Every year they stay at this wonderful cabin that is so secluded and peaceful. It truly is a little piece of heaven right in North Idaho.

The girls had so much fun swimming, I don't think they got out of the water for two days straight. Hailee would throw Abby (1 of the 5 dogs that made the trip) her toy then they would race each other retrieve it. Abby was worn out, which is saying a lot for her! Both of the girls are swimming so well. I had life jackets on them but Hailee really could go without. Safety first! She would dive into the water at the end of the dock and swim back to shore without help. Mia even jumped to my awaiting arms.

Hailee wanted my uncle Gary to teach her how to fish so they spent a few hours one morning troll fishing around the lake. They didn't get anything but Hailee still loved it! Gary has been waiting for a fishing buddy in the family for a long time!

The girls even went huckleberry picking with my cousin Amy and her husband Rich. They ate them all before I was able to get a picture. When they girls weren't in the water or huckleberry picking they were on the tree swing. Hailee is such a great big sister, she would push Mia the majority of the time. I only heard a complaint once or twice!

We spent the night of the 4th on the beach roasting marshmallows and watching the firework displays for the resorts across the lake. I was looking forward to this trip for a long time and I enjoyed every minute. I just hope next year we are able to join them again and maybe stay another day or two!

Strawberries!!!!

2009-07-03T22:40:00.000-07:00

We went strawberry picking last weekend. The weather was wonderful and the girls had a great time! For every one strawberry that Mia put into the basket she must have eaten four. Oh well, who's counting. Hailee was a great help to me. She has a good eye for the big, juicy ones. When we brought them home I proceeded to make 5 batches of freezer jam. There is nothing better than homemade jam! Now we're waiting for raspberries.

Memorial Day Weekend

2009-05-26T13:34:00.000-07:00

This was taken right before the duck bit Mia because she was trying to feed it. She has now learned to through the food!

After months of waiting for Spring to arrive in the Spokane area we were blessed with a wonderful Memorial Day weekend. We took full advantage of all the beautiful weather. On Saturday, we went to my mom and dad's where the girls spent all day playing baseball and soccer outside. Sunday we planted flowers, tomatoes, basil and then headed over to my cousin Terri's house for swimming and a BBQ. On Monday the girls and I headed down to Riverfront Park in downtown Spokane. If you ever come this way you must stop at the park. There is a wonderful Carrousel, rides, walking trails, ducks to feed, a giant Radio Flyer Wagon slide, fountains to run through and much more. I got the girls season passes and I'm sure we will take full advantage of them. I have many fond memories of the park when I was a child and I am so happy my girls will have the same. We ended the weekend with a BBQ at my friend Stacy's house with her family. All in all the weekend was busy but filled with lots of fun. I am enjoying all this quality time with my girls, family and friends!

8 Things . . .

2009-05-14T11:50:00.000-07:00

I was just tagged by my friend Kelly. So Here I go:

8 Things I'm Looking Forward To:

1. My visit to Oregon to see my friends.
2. Mia getting potty trained.
3. Hailee finishing Kindergarten.
4. The sun!
5. Summer Fun!
6. Mom being done with this round of chemo.
7. Hailee going to Camp Dart-lo.
8. Watching Grey's Anatomy tonight.

8 Things I Did Yesterday:

1. Drove Hailee to school.
2. Cleaned bathrooms.
3. Picked up pictures.
4. Went to the Doctor.
5. Had X-Rays of my knee.
6. Made lunch for my mom, dad and Mia.
7. Cuddled with my girls.
8. Gave Mia a bath and Hailee a shower.

8 Things I Wish I Could Do:

1. Cure my mom.
2. Keep my kids away from anything harmful (words, people, actions, ect.)
3. Play on a warm beach.
4. Loose weight.
5. Go back to school and get my Master's.
6. Finish Mia's 1st year scrapbook.
7. Walk without pain.
8. Watch my cousin finish her Ironman Race in June.

8 Shows I Watch:

1. Grey's Anatomy
2. Jon and Kate Plus 8 (Maybe not now!)
3. Lost
4. Real Housewives of New York (it's funny)
5. Barefoot Contessa
6. Brother's and Sister's
7. Oprah
8. Friday Night Lights

Mother's Day Tea

2009-05-08T22:06:00.001-07:00

Happy Mother's Day!

Hailee and some of her friends from school.

Today was the Mother's Day Tea at Hailee's school. She has been talking and preparing for this day for months now. She's been in her room with the door closed practicing songs because she hasn't wanted me to hear them. It really has been so cute! All the kindergarten moms and grandmothers were treated to wonderful songs, poems, verses and worship. It really touched me to see my little girl praising the Lord through her heartfelt voice. We had a even more special treat that my mom was able to come. She spent the week in the hospital with another infection and low white blood cells and we thought she would have to miss out on this special day. She was released yesterday and was able to come. She was even sporting a new hair-do. Now we look even more alike! All in all it was a wonderful day spent with my mom and my little girl who seems to becoming more grown up by the minute. I look forward to many more of these special days in the future!

Easter

2009-05-02T08:37:00.000-07:00

I know I'm a little late with these photos but I still thought I should share. The girls and I spent the night before Easter at my parent's house. The Easter bunny stopped there first and left nice baskets and some eggs to find. We all then went to my cousin Amy's beautiful house for a nice brunch that brought our family and her husbands Rich's family together. Amy lives on 10 acres in North Spokane. She hid 150 eggs for the kids (there was only 4 little girls to go egg hunting). It was so nice to spend the holiday with my family!

Picture Updates

2009-05-02T08:29:00.001-07:00

My little helper!

One of our Spring Snow Storms!

Hailee's new haircut!

I'm Back!!!

2009-05-02T07:34:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I have posted. I feel so out of touch! We have had a crazy month and things are starting to slow down. The girls and I moved into our own place over Easter weekend. Jim drove a U-Haul while towing our car up from Texas and arrived the day before Easter. We have a very nice and brand-new duplex to live in. It fits our needs nicely and is in close proximity to everything (expect my parents who are about 30 minutes away). I chose to live close to the area where I grew up. I'm about 3 minutes to Whitworth College, 5 minutes to my cousin Terri's house, 5 minutes to my friend Stacy's house, 5 minutes to Target and grocery shopping and 6 minutes to Hailee's school. I was also asked to cover a maternity leave for a teacher at a school across the street from my house. It's a private school that has a preschool. The school is a year round school and I will be teaching the preschool class from mid-June through September. I will be able to walk to work! The girls are going to be spending half of week at Whitworth Presbyterian Church (they have a wonderful child care program) and the others days at home with a sitter. I used to babysit her and now she is finishing up her sophomore year at Arizona State. I can't believe how things come full circle. I'm looking forward to our busy summer!

Mom is doing pretty good. She had to have a blood transfusion the week after Easter. She was very anemic! She got a bit more energy after it but her last chemo treatment seems to be taking some of that energy away. She should be done with treatment the end of May and they will do another scan to see how things are progressing. At that time they have talked about giving her a break for a few months. I know she is looking forward to some sort of break! We went to Hailee's school auction and my parents bid on a trip to Maui for the first week in July and they won! That will be a nice, relaxing and well deserved vacation for them.

I am planning on a trip to visit everyone in Oregon the last weekend in May. I hope to see many of you! It will be a nice escape for me and I'm really looking forward to it!!!!

Truth

2009-04-07T08:05:00.000-07:00

We seem to be having a hard time with telling the truth lately. This is out of the norm and I am hoping it is a phase that will go away soon! It could be a result of our crazy life or it could be the age. I know that I'm tired of having my once very honest daughter now having a hard time with telling the truth. The lies are little and over silly things but I don't want them to escalate into bigger ones. Any suggestions on how to handle this would be appreciated!

Grandparent's Day

2009-03-26T17:12:00.000-07:00

Today was Grandparent's Day at Hailee's school. After this weekend it was questionable if mom would be able to go or not. Maybe not so questionable on my part. I knew she would move heaven and earth to be there! She was released from the hospital on Monday, had her infusion on Wednesday and made it to Grandparent's Day today. This has made the move back to Spokane worth it! I know Hailee will always remember Mimi and Papa coming to see her sing at school and show off her classroom and all the hard work she has done. I'm just feel so happy that the girls and my parents are able to share these important events together!

Update on Mom

2009-03-22T13:36:00.000-07:00

As many of you know my mom has been undergoing chemotherapy treatments to try to put her esophageal cancer into a remission. She has been having a treatment every other week since January. She is extra sensitive to the drugs so they began giving her the treatment at 50% strength and increasing it by 10% each time. She has been doing fairly well. She has been pretty sick and very tired, but she is a trooper and has remained working full time. That is until this last week. She went in for her last treatment before they do a CT Scan to determine how effective the treatment is going. Before each treatment they run some blood work to determine what her blood counts are and if she is lacking magnesium and potassium (which is very common for her). The blood work this time revealed that her white blood cell count was very low which puts her in great danger of not being able to fight infections. At the same time she was also running a fever of 102. So the DR's told her that she won't only not be having her treatment but they were also admitting her to the hospital. She has been in the hospital since Thursday. They have been giving her an IV antibiotic and watching her blood counts. They have been increasing but now they are concerned that she anemic as well. This means that a blood transfusion may be necessary. They gave her a shot of something to hopefully help with the anemia and eliminate the need for a transfusion.

So I have spent the weekend running from the hospital spending time with her to home taking care of my sick 2 year old who is not able to kick this fever that has been lingering for the last 12 days. Thank goodness for my wonderful cousins and friends who have been taking care of my girls so I can spend time at the hospital! Mia hasn't made it easy on them. She is definitely a mamma's girl when she is sick. When I'm home she won't get off my lap so you can only imagine what it's like when I'm not here. Hint, lots of tears are involved!

Mom also made the big decision yesterday to stop working and concentrate on healing herself. I know this is a hard decision for her. Work has been very important to her for many years! It has also been a good distraction for her, something to get up to do everyday. The DR told her that she would know when enough was enough with work and I think this trip the hospital has allowed her to realize that she was just exhausting herself. I'm thankful that she won't be so busy and will be able to get some well deserved rest!

Well I'm off to get more Tylenol for Mia. We will be going to the DR tomorrow to see what is going on with her. You would think steroids and antibiotics would help her get better!

Sickness

2009-03-13T09:52:00.000-07:00

Our week got off to a rough start. Hailee started with a cough last Saturday. By Monday after school she felt quite miserable. You know it's bad when she asks to go to bed at 6 pm. I had the girls in bed and I was preparing for my sub job the next day when up comes Hailee burning up. Needless to say I wasn't subbing the next morning. Mia then woke up at 2 am with a fever as well. We stayed home of Tuesday in our PJ's. Both girls had high fevers and bad coughs. By Thursday Hailee was doing better but Mia was barking like a seal. Oh no, CROUP! Hailee went to school and Mia to the doctor. While we were at the doctor I got a call from Hailee's school saying she had an earache. We went to pick her up and back to the doctor office with her. I spent the entire day at the DR's. A steroid for Mia and antibiotic for Hailee later will hopefully but them on the mend. Now I'm starting to get it. I hope once I'm able to get some sleep I will keep the illness from setting in. I'm so ready for nice warm weather!

"I had an EXCELLENT Day!"

2009-02-04T16:31:00.000-08:00

With a little nervousness, a tiny bit of fear and a lot of prayers, Hailee started her new school today. Both of us were put to ease the minute we walked into the school. Her teacher was there to show us around and every child in her class came up and introduced themselves to her. Some of the other kids even made her cards and little gifts. So many prayers have been answered with this school. She is in such a nurturing environment with wonderful people surrounding her! She walked out today and before I even had a chance to say hi she said, "I had an excellent day!" Praise the Lord!

Texas Evening

2008-11-10T04:01:00.000-08:00

I miss the beautiful fall colors and brisk air that Oregon has to offer but I really don't miss the rain. One thing that Texas has is nice fall evenings. We went to a gathering for Hailee's soccer team last night. We sat by a pool visiting with other parents while the kids jumped on the trampoline and played golf on the putting green. It was a beautiful evening, no coats needed! The days are starting to cool down a little, highs in the 70's. I still miss the changing leaves but this is nice too.

Feeling Down

2008-11-06T12:15:00.000-08:00

I'm just having a down day today. It is so hard to not have any friends and family close by. I just miss everyone so much! It was nice having my parents here but it also made me sad to see them go. I'm so glad that my mom is doing better but I just wish I wasn't so far away! I know that it will just take some time to adjust to everything. I just want you guys to know how much you mean to me and how much I miss you!

Hailee's 6th Birthday

2008-11-05T14:37:00.000-08:00

Hailee and some of the girls enjoying our swing.

Mia taking one of her sister's presents.

There's the birthday girl!

Check out the cake! The class payed off!

We had Hailee's birthday party on Sunday, which is her actual birthday. I can't believe she is already 6 years old. Time certainly flies on by! Hailee wanted a Strawberry Shortcake party, I also had the same theme when I was 6th birthday. How the different toys stand the test of time! We had 10 kids, include my two girls, over to our house. They made necklaces, had a cake walk, broke a pinata, ate lots of cake and opened presents. It was two hours of crazy but everyone had a great time! She is already preparing for her 7th birthday! She is one that likes to plan in advanced (I wonder who she gets that from?).

Halloween

2008-11-05T14:32:00.000-08:00

We had a fun Halloween this year. Hailee was a fairy and Mia was Raggedy Ann (which was Hailee's costume when she was 2). They both looked adorable! There was no need for coats while trick-or-treating, I think the temperature was around 65 degrees. A little different then our Halloween nights in Oregon.

Happy Birthday My Sweet Girl!

2008-11-02T04:29:00.000-08:00

I can't believe that my baby is 6 years old today! Where has the time gone. She is becoming such a beautiful, confident, intelligent and spirited little girl. I have adored every minute she has been in my life! The lord has blessed me and this world with her presence. I am excited to see what He has waiting for her future! Today we are going to be having a Strawberry Shortcake party with a few of her friends from school, the neighborhood and Lucy from Newberg. She and her family moved down her at the same time we did. She is a sad that she can't celebrate with all her friends but we are trying our best to make this a special day for her. My parents flew in to surprise her. She was so excited to see them! I'll post a birthday picture as soon as I can.

I Can't Wait!!!

2008-10-26T13:36:00.001-07:00

I'm so excited, my mom and dad are coming to visit us this coming weekend for Hailee's birthday. Hailee has no idea and I know she will be floored when she sees Mimi and Papa at the door. It has been so long since we have seen them (the end of July). We all miss them so much! My mom is doing much better now and it will be good to see her with most of her energy back! They are only staying for the weekend but they will be back at Christmas for a longer stay. This is our first guests here in Texas. We would love to have more!

Pumpkin Patch 2008

2008-10-22T15:59:00.000-07:00

We visited the pumpkin patch this weekend. We went to The Sweet Berry Farm in Marble Falls, Tx. It was a little different then what we are used to but still fun. Instead of rain and cold weather we were more concerned about staying cool and whether we got enough sunscreen on. Hailee couldn't resist a pony ride which Mia would have nothing to do with. We also went on a hay ride and picked out some nice pumpkins. The girls also enjoyed a fresh strawberry Popsicle, the pictures show. I do miss the changing leaves and the brisk air but a good time was had by us all.

Our Toothless Girl

2008-10-22T15:52:00.000-07:00

The photo in the leopard PJ's is after Hailee lost her first tooth. The other tooth is just hanging on by a thread. The second is just two days later when she lost her second tooth. What excitement! Two visits from the tooth fairy is one week. I threw the picture of Mia in just because it was cute!

It's Been A While

2008-10-09T18:42:00.000-07:00

Sorry I haven't updated in awhile. Things have been a little crazy around here. We are still trying to get settled from our second move in two months. Our things from Oregon finally arrived about a week ago. We are still dodging boxes in every room but we'll get finished someday!! The girls are doing great! Hailee lost her first two teeth a couple of weeks ago (I'll post a picture soon!). We had her parent/teacher conference and she is doing very well in school! Mia is as spunky as ever. She is quite a monkey, making it very difficult to get much done when she is around! It's still quite warm here, high 80's - low 90's in the day. I keep wondering when it will cool off but I don't know if it will for awhile. We miss all of you and would love to here from you! I'll try to do better with updates!

Changes

2008-09-06T11:02:00.000-07:00

As we come to a close of our first month in Texas our free temporary housing is also ending. Which means we have been frantically looking for a place to live. We had to decide if we wanted to live in an apartment or lease a house. We came to the conclusion that leasing a house is about the same amount as an apartment would be once you add in a storage unit to store all of our extra furniture. So, we began looking at houses. You can definitely get more for your money down here! We found an empty house that we liked a lot and the owners are willing to lease to us until our house sells. The ironic part is that the owners relocated to Lake Oswego.

The changes are that I have decided to get a job to help with out while we are making two house payments. I found a position at a nice Child Development Center as the 3 year old teacher. Mia is able to come with me while Hailee is at school. I started on Tuesday and by Thursday Mia already had her first cold. I guess we need to build up her immunity a little. She is having a blast! She has been a little lonely since Hailee started and is excited to be going to "Mia's School". She had been painting, singing, dancing and playing lots! On our way home she is so excited to tell me all about her day! Hopefully we won't have too many more sicknesses. Wishful thinking!

Welcome to Texas!

2008-08-28T10:53:00.001-07:00

So I went to make Mia lunch this afternoon and notice something move on the floor. To my complete horror there was a nice big scorpion in between my feet. YIKES!!! So let out a nice loud shriek and tried to keep the dog and Mia from investigating what it was. I grabbed a shoe and did what any other freaked out mom would do. I whacked it! I don't think I have ever seen a scorpion in person before and don't really care to again. Somehow I think that is wishful thinking on my part!

The Big Yellow Bus!

2008-08-28T10:47:00.000-07:00

Hailee took the school bus for the first time this morning. This has been something that she has been waiting to do since she was 2 years old and at last the day came. She was so excited! I can't believe how confindent and independent she is. I think I was more nervous than she was. The other little girl in the picture is in her class. It was a little reassuring that she had a friend to sit with and to walk to class with!

My Baby Goes To School

2008-08-25T10:39:00.000-07:00

Today was Hailee's first day of Kindergarten. I can't believe she is old enough for school already! It seems like yesterday I was bringing her home from the hospital. Where does the time go? She was brave but I know deep down she was a little nervous! She won't have any trouble making new friends with her outgoing personality. She is in Mrs. Leicht's class at Steiner Ranch Elementary. There are 20 kids in her class but 7 classes of Kindergarten. The school is huge! About 900 or so students attend. She will be there all day (7:30 - 2:30). I am so excited to see how she develops this year. She is very bright and I think going to school all day will be so good for her. I will miss her so much but I sure am appreciative of all the time have been able to spend with her during the last 5 years! She is an amazing little girl and God has a lot in store for her! The first picture is in her class, they have their own locker to put their belongings in. The second picture is outside her school.

Howdy y'all!

2008-08-25T10:20:00.000-07:00

Well after 3 longs days in the truck with 2 great kids and 1 sedated dog we made it to Austin! The girls did so good, just a little bickering and a couple of tears! I truly have been blessed with awsome girls! We spent last week getting our temporary house set-up with the essentials, registering Hailee for school, getting school supplies bought, attending Kindergarten Round-up, trying out a new Church and a little swimming. I'm exhaused! We miss everyone sooooo much! We would love to hear how everyone is doing! Keep us in your thoughts and prayers while we make this huge transition.